First, thank you for your kind words during my pity party. I learned long ago, if you’re feeling the need for a pity pary, make it elaborate. ….serve fine champagne and deep, dark chocolate. Snuggle into the self pity, wrap yourself in it and cry till your heart’s content. Then, most importantly, honor and embrace whatever triggered this massive self indulgence. Make your peace with it and thank it profusely for the lesson you learned.
As I struggle with the many lessons buried in my party, one keeps coming to me, even in my dreams. That is the lesson of unconditional love in my life. In a strange way, the mIles between me and my peeps seems to have strengthened those bonds. You see, they sent me away with their blessings because they, too, felt the undeniable call for me. And even when they want or need me by their side, they always excuse my physical presence reminding me of my little place in life.
So once again, I am experiencing that breath taking awareness of my call to this journey. Stepping out of my comfortable community of faith, where we all pretty much agree on the basics, and walking beside those with very different, or even no faith, is an exciting challenge. As always, when God gives you a challenge, She gives you the tools to prepare and arm youself. At this very moment, my best tool is my class at American Baptist Seminary of the West …Theology as Living Conversation. It’s clear that each of us in that class come from very different backgrounds. How exciting is that, to have the opportunity to see God through very different lenses. Can you even imagine how valuable this insight will be as I work to sustain this beautiful community we call Wild Goose. A community where ALL are welcome and none are judged. Where you are encouraged to explore your spiritual journey and support others in their’s. ….even if you don’t understand, or perhaps disagree. It’s a community of unconditional love. May you know it and may you extend it!
As I continue on this crazy journey, I seek to view every challenge as a refiner’s fire. May we all come through those fires shining like gold. And remember, just because the Holy Spirit called you to a task, that by no means indicates that it will be a smooth, pain free walk. But you will come through each fire with a renewed assurance that this is your time to be in this place….now go shine on!!!